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|Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003|
Dude, I havent written in this thing since the late 80s. My last entry sounded real nice...so nice in fact that most people probably thought I shot myself and thats why I had not written anything...but im still kickin...
im acually writing in this thing cuz my dream was to be durney, and write about steph and brad ruining my life or something...no really i just decided to write something...i try toremember but its hard...im still at metro
|Tuesday, June 17th, 2003|
|like it matters
fine it does matter...i guess ill lose here. how nice... my dream is to lose...nothing i can do now but wait
God this sucks
more than you will ever know....
|Sunday, May 4th, 2003|
okay so ive been up forever....well not forever just i slept 4 hours in 48 hours...I slept at stus house cuz he wanted me too...im at school myh p
|Sunday, April 27th, 2003|
So school is almost over...im debating right now whether to go see if i can find stu and randy and drink something, or if i should just go home....ive been up since 530, cuz i had to go to work and stu had to go to work, and he had to do dishes...and i made toast..it was fun.
My computer at the house is still MIA, so i am at school right now talking to Dan Levy. If you dont know Dan, you arent too cool. Lets see i think im going home...i dont really feel like going to Lynn right now, plus who knows where anyone is...
i was suppose to go to the bball game today, but hark...it didnt happen. Randy and Stu went instead cuz they are the cool people and hark i am not...thats the most time i have written hark in my entire life
i need to go to bed...i have to be back here in like 8 hours... or maybe more
|Tuesday, April 15th, 2003|
|Life with Electronics
First of all my comp is broken so i havent written a lot lately. My cell phone fell into a cup of gingerale, and was submerged for a long time...the phone works, but the screen does not, so i purchased a new phone. Then, I lost said phone in the freak snow storm, and had to call Verizon at 2am to shut off my service. Then, we called the phone on Sunday morning to see if folks would answer. Turns out Stu had the phone but didnt tell me cuz i was in CT at the bridal shower with nicole. Or something like that.
Then yesterday i went to sit in line for tix to sit on the green monster, and i left my phone in the bathroom at MCdonalds...good thing for me I found it before I left. Or something. It took forever to get tickets
I might buy milczareks car...he is being a flake though... so i have to call him. I dont understand his flakiness. its quite dumb.
i bet i can talk him into it...
there isnt much other news. i have to go meet with dennis and give him my papers. School is dumb.
|Monday, March 31st, 2003|
|Lets get serious here
ITs snowing, but its not really sticking...i am not impressed, and the temp will get ot 40, which means the snow will probably stop. I am bored at school and nothing else is new...
I think we are going to get Ozzfest tickets today, but im not really sure...im waiting to see where folks want to sit, but thats a whole other story...
I have a lot of money in lock up right now...First of all, the money from the rent a car is still at enterprise...they have like 250, and i get like 242 back...when you get a car through insurance, you are suppose to get something comparable to your car...I have a jeep cherokee, which is no way comparable to a grand am but thats what i had last week. They wanted to give me a chevy mailbou, but that wasnt happening, so i payed 1.48 a day to get a car with a cool radio, and power everything. The radio told you what song was playing on the station, and it went up by itself when you drove faster...wierd huh.
The insurance people have 516.01 becuz i had to have the car fixed and they didnt add those costs to my thing. I am not really sure what I am suppose to do right now with all of these papers for the car, and chances are im not going ot ask...i wonder when it will stop snwoing...
Randy has some money of mine too, becuz he is dumb and wanted me to pay for his car, cuz he had no money..the only reason I agreed is that he wouldnt have had money until thursday, so his car woudl sit ther efor a aweek,.
metro one fired a bunch of people cuz of some stupid reason. if by chance anyone at metro one ever reads this, you didnt hear it from me...by the time you read this it will be old news anyway.
|Tuesday, March 25th, 2003|
i know a girl who thinks of ghosts
she'll make you breakfast
she'll make you toast
but she dont use butter, and she dont use cheese,
she dont use jelly, or any of these,
she uses vasoline
i know a guy who goes to shows
when hes at home he blows his nose
he dont use tissues, or his sleeve,
he dont use napkins or any of these
he uses magazines
|Monday, March 17th, 2003|
|MIA = Me
So i havent been here for awhile..big deal..youll get over it.
Milczarek is annoying as hell.
Sorry for freakin' living.
|Tuesday, March 11th, 2003|
|like i care
the old car is totaled, and we crashed the new car....
do i need to write anymore?
not really but ill throw in a sentence or 2
im debating whether or not i should go out 2nite...see the main problem with the truck is that the headlights dont work...just the high beams, and i dont really like driving around with just high beams on.
so i probably will sit out tonight.
who knows...its not like i dont have money to go out..
i hate my job
|Wednesday, February 26th, 2003|
|Ahhh...The sound of Dial-Up
You act like you never had love, and you want me to go without.
So... if you want to love me, than darling, don't refrain
or I'll just end up walking in the cold November rain
Oh how deep i am with my song lyrics and the such...dial up modem is annoying, and will not connect....im aggrevated as hell, and it doesnt make life nice...i like to think i can hold my own...plus im not happy, so messing with me right now would not be the best idea
god im aggrevated....then again what else is new
had rings on her fingers and bells on her shoes
knew without asking she was into the blues
she wore scarlet begonias tucked into her curls
I knew right away she was not like other girls...
well i aint often right, but i've never been wrong, seldom turns out the way it does in a song
Once in awhile, you get shown the light.....in the strangest of places, if you look at it right.
What do you want me to do?
To watch for you while your sleeping?
then please dont be surprised
when you find me dreaming too
And its just a box of rain, I dont know who put it there, believe if you need it
or leave it if you dare
and its just a box of rain
or a ribbon for your hair
such a long long time to be gone and a short time to be there........
|Friday, February 21st, 2003|
So the car's totaled...the insurance man called earlier...this is dumb...honestly...i was hoping it would not be totaled, so that i would be able to not get a new car until may...oh well...
now, i get to go and dig the car out and get my plates and the trash out.
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
|Saturday, February 15th, 2003|
|Metro Ass Makes No sense
okay im scheduled to work today from 630am to 430 am, but they decided they didnt need me, so i am home from 9-11am...stupid? i think so...i have to shower and get ready to drive back to metro Hell
To the only one who really knows"
U2 - One
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
When it's one need
In the night
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
But we're not the same
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
You got to do what you should
With each other
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
|Monday, February 10th, 2003|
|For the Longest Time
For all of those who know, hell is now over. Its been quite awhile since this who ordeal started, but hell, its over, and everyone in the streets rejoiced. Okay the only people in the streets were 2 policemen who had their guns out, but thats okay...they would rejoice if they knew what was going on....or not
So hopefully I'll be somewhat sane at this point, although i highly doubt it. Im tired and im going to bed soon, im not even sure why i bothered to come online 2nite...i just wanted to send some stupid emails, and do some other stuff on this lovely computer...today nicole and i drove around and did little if anything...life was stressful, and now its over.
check this outhttp://bushcartoon.com/
|Sunday, February 9th, 2003|
T-Minus 21 hours and 7 mins til I regain my sanity...
Nothing lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change
and its hard to hold a candle in the cold november rain
So if you want to love me, then darling don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain
I know you can love me when theres no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness, we still can find a way
Cause nothing lasts forever
Even cold November rain
|Friday, February 7th, 2003|
|Metro One is Hell
Thats the deal...metro one is hell...im midly bored. and i guess i should go to bed...
whatever, ill meet you on the orange peel or something
rock rock rock the house ya'll Current Mood: aggravated
|Tuesday, February 4th, 2003|
|This Chapter's Gonna be a Close on (or very long)
i have no idea what i mean, or whats going on...someone once asked me why i drink so much......it takes away the pain...whether or not thats a good this does not really bother me...
wait a minute im passing out, win or lose
just like you
far more shocking than anything i ever knew
how bout you?
Okay thats done...i keep sneezing, and i dont know why..if you know the issues than you knwo what is going on,...if you dont then just keep reading and hope one day i make sense...chances are it wont be today, it wont be tommorrow hell it might take a week or two, but one day ill make sense...i can totally see me not coming home on wednesday night...
remember that song sell out by REEL BIG FISH? its funny....cuz you're going to go to the record store, you're going to give them all your money, radio plays what they want you to hear.....sell out with me tonight. sell out wiht me oh yeah
scenes from an italian restaurant is a long song, but people like Me and Julio down by the school yard.....i like songs that have names that are longer than they acual song
he says "Son, can you play me a memory? I'm not really sure how it goes....but it's sad, and its sweet, and i knew it complete, when I wore a younger mans clothes"
It looks like this entry will be a mess of lyrics that make little (if any) sense...but you know what...if you know, then you know what im going through, and thats my exucse...im enjoying this, so its all good............ who knows how long this will acually be, or if i end up deleting half of it tommorow. the point is at this point....1231am today, im happy
Lifts me right off the mezzanine, I finally fell in love, Ive been waiting forever.....
thats the best one here...learn it, live it, love it.
stepping of the 20, so the driver says, you should sleep tonight, but i think ill watch videos instead
annie hall leaves New York in the end...press rewind..woody gets her back again.
That from Blur...with the exception of Jill, i doubt any of you know any songs by blur other than "song 2" or the woo-hoo song....but thats just me.......i liked blur back in like 1997 but then again, do you care? i doubt you do
there are no real lyrics that i care to add from the song "clocks" by coldplay...between now and the time I die, JIll is going to teach me to play the piano part from this song...ill practice 234234 hours if i have to ...i just want to play the paino part...its a nice song...Stu doesnt always love it, but thats okay...you know im rambling, but last time i checked this was my journal, so vodka-induced rambling is allowed..bad to the bone
she had rings on her fingers, and bells on her shoes, i could tell without asking she was into the blues........
Well i aint often right, but I've never been wrong...seldom turns out the way it does in a song..
Once in a while, you get shown the light, in the strangest of places, if you look at it right.
Okay that was a nice song...this will be a long entry...considering, im only on G in my list of songs, and i am quoting any lyrics i feel like talkign about
Bite my life, and close my eyes, take me away to paradise.
THIS is paradise!!!
I dig my toes into the sand...the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue plane...I lean against the wind, pretend i am weightless, and in this moment, I am happy...
I wish you were here.
That is a song ive done before. and its very nice...it has lots of meaning...im not saying i cant be happy..im saying Ican, its just better when you are here.
I just found ribs in the fidge...i have idead where said ribs came from, or what bbq sauce was used, but I ate two of them before my mind decided they were of not interest..i also found donuts, and old sloppy joe stuff from sunday, which makes it a day old which isnt old...
im still standing, better than I ever did, looking like a true survivor, looking like a little kid...
thats elton john..oh well ill figure it out...this is the lognest entry ever, i just keep writing about nothing...ill keep writing, i til i feel i can sleep or throw up .....andi cant type the music to kashmere...other than doo doo dooooooo or what not do do do do do do do do do do do do do ........what a nice rendition
i still dont understand why "Living By a Moment" by Lifehouse is saved as "Blanket" by Do without...and goes in the Ls....Ludacris is in the Cs, so wahaever.. i havent had any l;yrics lately. so i better make some....iyd
If i understand the you than i understnad the me...my tummy hurts, im not going to bed until it stops..if i blow jchunks i wish to be awake..nto like i sleep anyway..cuz of stu and his bed, i dont sleep at all...ever, but what can you do......
|Saturday, February 1st, 2003|
in all hopes maybe the time will past quickly....if not i can always drink it away.
The idea that no news is good news is not always true....but then again, I am not going to talk about that right now. I have lots of homework to do tomorrow, because I dont plan on doing any of it Monday night....I have to write a paper on what it means to be a healthy, functioning woman, I have to do my crime scene sketch, and write something for Stevens..who knows what he wants....
Shit, i just thought of something.....nothing good as usual...oh well nothing that i cant cure,....I'll probably end up writiing another entry later, but thats okay, its my journal, and I'll write if I want to...
If you could understand the me, then I could understand the you...and there wouldnt be problems...but dont look like thats happeneing....im sick of this....
|Thursday, January 30th, 2003|
How bout we just consider it all hell until further notice....
rock rock rock the house ya'll
|Wednesday, January 29th, 2003|
|It's My Life, Its now or never
Okay, thats my Bon Jovi quote. Speaking of the big BJ, we were very disapointed that he did not sing "Livin' on a Prayer" at the Super bowl. I have not updated lately, so I'll make like Craig David and fill you in....
Okay lets see, Friday night, Stu and I went to see a movie, but there was nothing really good playing anywhere, so we ended up at the salem dollar theater, which is no longer a dollar theater, and to some bangkok restauarnt to have drinks....We saw kangaroo jack...it was actually not that bad...Stu and I thought we would have the theater to ourselves, but we didnt, some lady with kids came in, so there was no hanky-panky in the theater.
Saturday night, we hung around and took a nap until like 1100, then we went and ate wendys and picked up Randy. Even though I had to work at like 630am on Sunday, I still remained at the bar until almost 2am...which meant I slept very little...Again, I hung out with Nails, Randy, Stu and Mike Kroll, so it was going out with Stop and Shop...Stu and I kinda ignored the "front end folk" cuz i really didnt care what happened when 3 people called out. Then Eddie came, so Stu had someone to talk to about something other than Stoppy, so I drove home. I went to bed at like 230, and Kendra called at like 538 to tell me to get up. I have her call, cuz i have a tendency to shut my alarm off without waking up. Then I went and got coffee and went to work. Kendra wanted cinamin coffee, but the lady shrieked "No sin, only meent", which meant they had chocolate mint coffee. Im sure this is all very exciting for you.
I worked for a fre hours, and surprisingly enough, it was acually busy. Then I left, and went and bought alcohol, and picked up Randy, and went to Tony's which is the sports bar behind Stoppy in Lynn. Stu, Randy and I hung out there, and decided we did not have enough beer, so Stu and I drove back in Middleton...(for those of you who dont know, only Middleton and north can sell alcohol on Sundays)...and then we drove back to Stu's. I was tired during the super bowl, but I ate a lot...then stu went to bed when the game was over, and I drove home cuz i didnt feel all that hot.
So Thats what I've been up to. . I made an appearance at old stoppy yesterday, but they decided it was more fun for me to ring, than to do what i was suppose to be doing. I also stuck a glove on the back of the frozen door, and it stuck...Ray was not amused, but I hate him anyway.
Nicole and I are going out on Friday, but she is making me pick the place.
|Tuesday, January 21st, 2003|
|Ever Wonder if It's all for you?
Well, the royal rumble was just superb. We sat in the balcony, but it was cool...we could see the men running out, and we could see all the wrestlers doing lovely things...Big Poppa Pump didnt beat Triple H cuz he was disqualified...im sure you care too....you were waiting for this update...dont deny it...
For those interested in the superbowl, Tampa is playing Oakland, which is lovely, considering that Jon Gruden (the coach of Tampa) use to be the coach for Oakland last year during the Patriots snow game...well it was the whole season, but you might remember him from the snow game...
This journal entry is like living with ESPN.
There is not much to write in other news. I like to listen to music on my computer, and chillout...i'm going to school and work tommorrow, then to stu's house...that will be lovely...we are contemplating riding to NH to pick up some stuff for the superbowl, but there is a large bottle in the back of my car (care of Dan and Jake)....Jake quit metro one, but we might all end up working at some calcium place or something.....i dont know ask brad... Current Mood: complacent